Many Moons

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American Farm Girl, Washington County, Maryland, April 2010

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About Walkabout on the North End, Hagerstown, Maryland

“It’s like Chevy Chase in the 1950s” said a friend of the North End neighborhood of Hagerstown, Maryland when I was scouting new digs in the wake of a building fire in central Maryland in 2006.

I suppose as I drift int the history of the town, I shall get to know some of the streets and their homes intimately.  Already, I’ve friends here who have owned two or three of these properties in the course of their lives (before moving elsewhere in the area), but I haven’t yet been so deliberate nor impertinent with a notebook as to connect “who” with “which”.

Then too with old neighborhoods, contemporary owners, however colorful their lives, may not be half so interesting as the first builders and owners.  The slave blocks of Antebellum America and later the Underground Railroad have had their presence on the streets I now walk, and old European influences, which is how I “read” that appearing on the right,  have left their statements in the architecture.

Sad to say I walk the North End for fresh air, not as a photographer or scholar per se, although today it felt both awkward and then good to be out with a “real camera” — a Nikon D200 with a 16-85mm VRII zoom, essentially a tourist’s lens, on it.   It’s a capable machine, one more easily controlled than the Lumix Lx5.

Of course, the paunchy goof in the brimmed hat with the camera bag will draw attention — not like cool dude just out on a walk with a barely there “MAG” (for “man bag”, “MAG” is the best I’m going to do for a while)  on the shoulder with a slip of a camera in it — but such may draw a “hello”.

So that happened today.  While looking over a home for sale on a corner opposite his house, I met a homeowner who repairs and restores things for a living and in his spare time raises Dahlia.

We had a good chat, quintessentially American, starting with the restoration of old floorboards and closing in on the restoration of the country.

(If you follow me here, I may tease, but you know that I’m not going into all that in this space).

I am thankful for having a place to walk, one that provides relief from the now too familiar circuit around Fairgrounds Park, also close by.

How much I wish to hang out in town, I don’t know, but I do know I’m not feeling one-hundred percent (age x leukemia x social life = good grief and God have mercy!”) and quite possibly will never again feel right.

Whether the lassitude setting in relates to the change in an old relationship (she married someone else, not that I wanted the bill)  or rising WBCs (handily filtered by a gently swelling lymph gland) — or the cool and damp July weather — it’s hard to say, but whatever the cause, I’ve been feeling like an old lost dog this afternoon.

Ivy Encrusted Wall, North End, Hagerstown, Maryland, July 2012.

Another Reminder of Time — Sundial, North End, Hagerstown, Maryland, July 2012.

Cat in the Yard, North End, Hagerstown, Maryland, July 2012.

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Yellow Dahlia, North End, Hagerstown, Maryland, July 2012

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Rocker Girl on Porch, North End, Hagerstown, Maryland, April 2010

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Garage, North End, Hagerstown, Maryland, July 2012

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Green Shade Ra and Coleus, Balcony Garden, July 2012

Read: The Old Man and the Sea.

Watched morning: Vol. 1 Woody Allen: A Documentary

Watched evening: National Lampoon’s European Vacation

Indulged: classic Martini — Tanqueray, dry Vermouth, two olives, stirred — and a New York strip steak from the Amish Market.

Yummy.

Determined: to produce signed limited edition prints, a few at a time.

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Wood Chimes, Balcony Garden, June 2008

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Sabbath, July 20, 2012

I don’t now whether to call this evening freedom with plenty or an old bachelor’s solitary confinement, but I know I’m going to rest alone over that question the better part of a day.

For causes bad and good, I will float out across the universe, eating when I am hungry, sleeping when it comes to me, reading and then not reading the pages of a book left open beside me while the tumult of the world passes by.

One day of seven, evening to evening.

A divine gift.

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Old Stories

I’ve just posted four pieces of old short-short fiction.

“Tandem”,   the last published, made it into The North American Review.  

I’m too tired here to go hunting up the year, but I do recall being paid $20 for the piece and adding to the cashed check $4 for a bottle of Chivas.

It’s a great thing to have published in Iowa’s literary gem, but there’s more to that game than merely garnering the approval of the discerning and knowledgeable.

The experience, which took place after obtaining my M.A. in English Language and Literature from the University of Maryland, effectively ended my ambition in creative writing, at least to this now resurgent point.

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Tandem

The lovers were in bed, and the party was over.

A trio of white and blue helium-filled balloons nestled in the shadowed corner above the door frame while a fourth had fallen, its trailer of red ribbon tangled over the back of the chair before her vanity.

The man said, “That one’s gotten old.”

“It’s only deflated.”

“It has stretch marks.”

They lay there like that.

The woman said, “You’re not playing fair.”

The man said she smelled wonderful and burrowed his wide forehead into the curve of her neck.

“It will be limp by morning,” she said. “And the others will be there, higher than it, stronger.” The woman was looking at the balloons shifting on currents above the door frame.

“So?” the man said.

The woman petted the hair behind his ears and told him how awful he was, but he was warm and sleepy and hardly heard her. He was thinking of a girl whose hair spilled across her back in long strands of braided honey. She had been very thin, and he had made fun of her breasts, which were like a boy’s, only tipped with soft, brown nipples. Now he missed her. He thought about not knowing her last name by marriage–he imagined her married–or where she lived, and it seemed odd to him that they had never kissed.

“I should take your head off,” the woman said, kissing him, his head cradled firmly against her swollen chest.

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White Space

“Oh, baby, this is wonderful!”

“What planet?”

“Fingerpainted.”

“Make it better for me? Let me do what you do?”

“It’s too dangerous.”

“Is not.”

“You don’t know.”

“Please show me.”

“It burns.”

“I don’t care. I want you to burn me.”

“You won’t be angry if it’s different from what you thought?”

“Never!”

“Okay.”

“Tie me up.”

“Arm.”

“It’s tight.”

“Flex.”

“Put it in me. I want all of it. Every drop. Oh, that is so hot. It burns me, baby. It burns. And I’m swimming.”

“Now you have it. Do you know?”

“Oh, yes, I know.”

“What do you know?”

“I’m swimming.”

*Electric sky crackling egg shell white oh, master! Tree trunk harpoon, tickler branch, pleasure grass and beyond the highway swans gliding in gasaholic ballet all separate in their quiet cells. One drop more and fire! Two drops. Sleep. Three drops: infinity of white space.

*Detective Smith sang to the rolling laboratory crew as it stepped one-by-one out of the van in colorless moon booties and scrubs: “Well, tie a yellow ribbon ’round the ol’ crime scene it’s been two whole hours, not a needle have I seen.”

Sparrows hopped in the weedy fringe of the yard, and the noon sun stood still.

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